I love you.......

So many years have passed since I last held you in my arms. Although many years have passed, it feels like only a moment has passed. When your lips kissed mine it was like an instant flashback of everything we ever were together.

I loved you then and till this day I feel that my love was dormant and waiting for your return. Now that you are back, I never want to lose you again for losing you again would be forever devastating. My heart would never recover and my spirit would be empty. There are so many things I want to tell you but it seems that I can't find the proper words that could describe what I am feeling. When you touch me, I can feel your love. When you look at me, I see your love. When you kiss me, I can taste your love. When we make love, I am a part of you and you a part of me. I never believed in anything so much until you told me you loved me again. I know it's real.

When I woke up this morning I reached over to touch you but you weren't there. I almost wanted to cry so I rolled over on my side and held my pillow. I closed my eyes and I could feel the imprint of your lips kissing my neck. I could feel your hands caressing my back, down my arms and up to my neck. I must admit that I have never felt like this before. Wait yes I have. I felt this way 17 years ago. We were just kids but I knew it was real. I remember kissing you good-bye at the airport and I never saw you again. My heart was broken. My mother comforted me and said, "if you love him set him free, if he comes back it was meant to be." Sadly, I set you free. Every time the phone rang I hoped it was you. Every time the mailman came by I hoped for a letter. But either of the two ever happened. I cried myself to sleep every night for at least 6 months.

17 years later, you returned. I finally was able to tell you how I felt. I fell in love all over again with you or perhaps I never fell out of love. Whatever the case may be, you are here now and I love you. No matter what tomorrow holds or wherever life may lead us, I want you to know how much you mean to me. I love you with all my heart and I cherish you always......................