Soul Design

This journey has been long and exhausting. Whenever there is a refueling, it seems the mileage decreases even more quickly. Without a doubt, the trials and tribulations of living have a way of peeking to unimaginable limits. Taking us to areas of venture we never assumed possible. For every victory there is a loss and for every motive there is critique. An endless whirlwind of notions that were never detected until they appeared. Even a genius has no knowledge of his or her credentialed alias until it is forced to emerge from within. It is simple yet complicated. Aggravating yet exciting. Futuristic planning will not support any fated road map. You can't run and you can't hide from your destined design. Ultimately crafted to your liking but mismatched for your intimate being. Who we are and regardless of where we want to go. Ethical reasons have no logic when explained or conformed. The flesh is like plastic, molded from your experiences. Flirtatious attempts to get the attention of those who do not understand your motives. Some people may not want to understand who you are or who you have become. Much like a virus, people feed on your precious immunities to weaken your desire to become something more than presumed. Maybe there is a potential threat that you will surpass them in the race to the top. Where exactly is the top? Is the balance in a checking account? Is it the four-car garage, 5000 sq ft house? Or is it fame? There is so much more to life than material items. Sadly, some people thrive off of luxuries and push aside those who make less than $???k a year, referring to them as poor savages. Gadgets, vehicles, and extravagant bar mitzvahs' become the only way of life. I have witnessed many acts of barbaric, financial prejudice. What is even worse is that is has completely transformed those who once had a beautiful design. I will never be re-created. This journey I have chosen will not lead me to a cave of wonders where there is a magic lamp waiting. I will not become president. The only treasure that awaits is the golden gratification of overcoming what seemed impossible. There is more to my existence than what appears. There are times when I fail t o see it. Just never let circumstance guide your destiny. There is so much to explore in life, love and purpose. Always remember that "you are" your own interior 'soul designer'. Perfected in every way no matter who you are and no matter where your destination may be...........