WHERE DO I FLY FROM HERE?

I could almost taste the cigarette smoke on his breath from the first time I kissed him. That was many years ago.



Some people spend their lives searching for love while some people are lucky enough to find it right away. Perhaps I have known love or just assumed I have.



For the most part, love is a wonderful feeling. Every sense in my body responded to his touch and every beat in my heart spoke his name. So sad that I will be just another picture in his mind, that is if he even thinks of me.



No one wants to believe that the love of their life doesn't love them back. After all the moments shared,oneself would think that such moments meant something more than just two people spending time together.



I laid there frozen and lost for words as he kissed me on the cheek gently yet so effortlessly. That would be the last time I ever saw him.



Hearing the door shut, there was little emotion and I was so hurt that I couldn't cry. Feeling like all the love you made was just another meaningless encounter, for lack of a better term.



A person can pack their things and move on in their life, but once someone loves someone, they never stop. There is no erasing what was so wonderful to create.



So I ask myself, "Where do I fly from here?" To be honest, I don't know. "I only remember how I arrived here. When he left my arms and didn't say he loved me, my mental map was erased. An angel can still get lost even though she experience the universe with the man she will always love."



The journey had brought me here and now I need to figure out where my next destination will be. He is a part of me forever no matter where I go.