ANGEL IN A WHITE DRESS By Kimberly Morrow 2011

It was the 23rd of May exactly twelve months from the day the angel kissed his lips for the last time. Her mind was clouded with visions only she could understand. Even though many months had passed the angel’s heart still hurt and her wings were soiled with disappointment.

Twelve months ago the angel met the mortal she fell in love with. From that moment on she would never be the same. Her heart would forever love a man who could not full-fill the broken promises or fill the empty spaces in her being. It was a love affair doomed from the start.

The angel was led by discreet from the moment her wings carried him. He would speak of all the things she ever dreamed of and she spoke of all her hopes she ever hoped for. It was a deadly combination and the angel trusted everything he told her.

Six months into the heavenly forbidden affair, the man told her he wanted her to be his bride. Without hesitation the angel accepted, smiled and kissed him passionately. Finally she was feeling secure and stable. The angel had been broken for many years and finally she thought she would live out everything she thought she would never have. All she ever wanted was to find true love and happiness. Sadly, her dreams would soon be shattered in a matter of days and soon after she picked out her white, beautiful wedding dress.

Not knowing the exact trigger that led her and her fiancée into a spiraled confrontation one evening, the angel found herself lost in all despair after the truth was revealed. It was the night her dreams were converted into nightmarish pictures.

The man she was going to marry still belonged to another woman in marriage. Beyond devastation the angel could feel her heart break and her spirit die. Now she was more broken than before and all because she trusted the man she loved. It was the saddest moment of her life.

Although the man explained his side of the lies the angel knew he never truly loved her. Even though he said it was because he didn’t want to lose her, she knew that all his promises never meant anything. The angel stayed with him despite the pain he put her through but eventually could see that he was not making any attempts to keep his contemplating promises.

Knowing it would hurt her more than him, she flew away from him one night and never returned. She returned to the heavens above along with her broken heart. Since that night she removed her wings and imprisoned herself in a cell of shame. There was nothing left for her to believe in.

It is now a routine on the anniversary of her broken heart, the 23rd of May and every May 23rd to come, that she will look down on to the earth below and blow an invisible kiss to the man she loved. Even though she will never experience a marriage anniversary with her lost love she will always be his alternate decision better known as his"" angel in a white dress."" As she twirls in the wedding gown she will never wear it will mark the anniversary of her fairytale that ended in total despair because of hidden secrets that should have never went beyond their very first kiss.

Written By Kimberly Morrow September 2011

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Forgiving Angel

There comes a time in every angel’s existence when she must learn to let go of her past.

Broken or not, she must learn to forgive those who have hurt her.

The angel will remain broken and her heart will remain unhealed until she is ready to release her strongholds, no matter how difficult it may be.

Every day is a new day and everyone deserves a new chance. For years the angel held on to all the pain that kept her from flying away free. Her life was tainted with remorse and regret and she needed to realize one thing.

No one on earth is perfect and she must learn to pray for those who have blackened hearts and vengeful purposes.

Her wings will not be restored until she is able to start anew journey and leave what is said and done behind.

However the transition will not be simple. There will be many people to pray for and many people to forgive.

The mourning process for the angel is complete and now it is time to accept the truth. Denial was her biggest downfall and denial held her back for so many years.
“I will walk in truth and acceptance.” The angel told herself as she saw the clouds separate from the heavens. “It is still painful but I have to do this. I can’t remain broken forever.”

From that moment on the angel began to pray and then flew away. She never looked back and let go of all of her grudges.

Sadly, there will be many more broken angels that will continue to live in bondage and misery. Until they realize that they must forgive the people who broke them, they will never learn to use their wings to their full advantage.

What is Broken Angels?

Broken Angels
Confessions

Written by Kimberly Morrow

Broken Angels, “Confessions,” is an autobiography based on true events that is written in a journal format. The first novel, Confessions, is the first series of five novels that I plan to write within the next two years.
The events in my life have literally left me broken and in 2009, Broken Angels, basically just started out as an idea, then I created an actual blog site for it. Several months later I gained over 575 dedicated readers.

Life is full of trials and tribulations and I am able to express my heartache into words that describe the moment by moment experiences that many other people can relate to.

My target audience ranges from the ages 18 thru 55, both male and female and attracts many readers from around the world according to my statistics page available through Facebook. The feedback I receive often gives me the impression that when I cry, my readers cry with me.

After studying a few semesters in journalism in 2009 thru 2010, I realized that my material is emotionally in depth and sometimes intense. There is no right or wrong way to present a biography or memoir because no one can live the exact same story.
It is with high hopes that my Broken Angels series will become more than just a website. In completion of my first novel, I am already currently beginning my second one titled, Broken Angels, “Vengeful Secrets.” It reveals an aggressive and more intimate side of me. It also reveals my December 2010 thru the present of my latest heartbreak. Intense but to the point.

Writing about my life is comparable to a long walk down a twisted path. Broken Angels is a journey through the darkest times that touch my readers, inspires them and makes them aware that they are not alone when they feel broken.

Time is like an hourglass and never stops. My expression is that somewhere in between birth and death, we will all feel broken at one time or another.

Broken Angels is not an ordinary novel with pages of words that imply an opinion on politics, include imaginary creatures or fantasy worlds. My words are real and almost alive when people read them. There is an honesty that keeps the reader in a flowing tune with every emotion I am feeling at the precise moment.

I am a part of the reader as much as the reader is a part of me.

It all started out as a journal entry

Almost two years ago to the date, I began to journal. A year ago I created this blog site. Now Broken Angels,"Confessions," will be a novel. Dream big because anything is possible. Everything was going against me and with the help of many loved ones, I was able to finally accomplish my second dream as a published author.

Thank you all,

Love,

Broken Angels

Kimberly Morrow

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****MY BROKEN ANGELS NOVEL IS FINALLY COMPLETED AFTER TWO YEARS OF GATHERING MY EMOTIONS AND THOUGHTS.****

BROKEN ANGELS
Confessions
Written by Kimberly Morrow


Broken Angels is a biography that is expressed in a journal format and was inspired by my mother who lost her battle to lung cancer in 2006.

Broken Angels, "Confessions," reveals the heartaches, trials and tribulations that forever changed my life.


Special thanks to my brother Anthony Stahmer, my sister-in-law Tina, my three beautiful children and all those that supported me through this journey into journalsism.


I love you all.