So as I sit here tonight pondering one particular thought, I ask myself, "If the time were to ever come should I forgive this one person. This one person who had kicked me while I was down and the one person who tried to take away everything I was?"
There comes a time when the wind of change happens. The poor may become rich, the rich may become givers and perhaps the heartless may begin to care. Whatever the case may be, TIME does change some people. When time overlooks the heartless, insane and emotionally challenged souls, sadly they are forever reluctant to change and clueless to their bitterness. While busy blaming the world for their misery they purposely attempt to sabotage the happy, spirited person. The broken person who had a difficult journey but refused to let it harden them. When these two spiritual worlds eventually collide it can become an ugly war. The war between good and evil, honesty and lies, fairness and vindictiveness. But the truth is, TIME will favor the good person no matter how many years pass. The good person will remain dormant and all their antics silent until the right, precise moment. Then justice can be determined and justice can be served. The miserable person continues to taunt and attack while losing sight of how the fight even began. But the miserable person is NEVER wrong. They are the victim and they are always right. They can tell the same story over and over knowing what was untruthful and what was reality. But eventually the miserable person gets tired, letting their guard down only to believe they had won. They feed off of their winnings even when it meant hurting innocent people. They don't lose a minute of sleep at night and they are able to function normally while provoking someone else's pain. But the good person, the BETTER person hides their tears and never speaks because no one will listen and no one will ever know the truth. So why waste words on those who refuse to listen? Time has a way of sneaking up on someone and when that day comes, I will decide if I will forgive that person. More than likely I will but from the bottom of my heart there will always be a lingering dark hatred that may never lighten up. In life, we reap what we sow and if we are left on our knees begging for mercy then so be it. If someone plants rotten seeds in their garden then they can only expect a spoiled crop. So to forgive or not to forgive? That is not a question. It is a choice and that is something I will decide when the time comes. Should the time ever come.
